Today was nothing special. Really. It was nothing special. I just wanted to write about how I feel. My sister visited yesterday at 6 in the morning and explained that my brother's car broke and that shes fixing it now. And my mums keys were in this blue bag and my mum still blames my sister for stealing it. I was kind of pissed about it but I didn't say anything. I mean just get over it. I'm sorry, I know that my mum has a right to get pissed about it but seriously. Getting angry over something that already happened is not going to change anything is it? And today me and my mum were going to the shops and like my mum told me to get the mail so I did. Who would have thought. More trouble arouses. My brother's car fine. Well I remember how that happened. I was there at the time because we were late for my tutor excursion. Well my brother drove with no P's and he forgot to renew his license. The fine was over $600! That got me in a bad mood. And my brother also lied about the reason why it was $600. And my mum asked me what I thought about my sister stealing the car. She asked whether I thought it was a good or bad thing. Do you have to ask?! Isn't obvious that it's a bad thing? In my mind I thought that my sister was stupid and irrational. When she comes home I'm going to slap her. I don't know what she's going through but she should at least have told us what was going on. Or not do something so stupid. And I'm going to tell her what she did was selfish. I mean everyone is worried sick about her and like its really frustrating. You know, I felt really lonely. It really hurt you know. I know that like I don't really like her as much as the rest of the family but that doesn't mean I don't care for her. I really do care for her. And you know what? I'm now blaming that stupid ex-boyfriend of hers. If he didn't come into her life then my sister would've been successful right now and wouldn't so twisted like she is now. It's all because of him that everything is happening now. But really. I can't blame him because he didn't know that this would happen. And seriously theres no use hating someone. I mean I've hated someone before. And like its tiring. Well, even though the weight is still there. I tried my best to express how I feel. To tell you the truth, I'm not really good at expressing how I feel. It's quite hard. xD
you're my only one...
1/08/2009 08:00:00 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Today was nothing special. Really. It was nothing special. I just wanted to write about how I feel. My sister visited yesterday at 6 in the morning and explained that my brother's car broke and that shes fixing it now. And my mums keys were in this blue bag and my mum still blames my sister for stealing it. I was kind of pissed about it but I didn't say anything. I mean just get over it. I'm sorry, I know that my mum has a right to get pissed about it but seriously. Getting angry over something that already happened is not going to change anything is it? And today me and my mum were going to the shops and like my mum told me to get the mail so I did. Who would have thought. More trouble arouses. My brother's car fine. Well I remember how that happened. I was there at the time because we were late for my tutor excursion. Well my brother drove with no P's and he forgot to renew his license. The fine was over $600! That got me in a bad mood. And my brother also lied about the reason why it was $600. And my mum asked me what I thought about my sister stealing the car. She asked whether I thought it was a good or bad thing. Do you have to ask?! Isn't obvious that it's a bad thing? In my mind I thought that my sister was stupid and irrational. When she comes home I'm going to slap her. I don't know what she's going through but she should at least have told us what was going on. Or not do something so stupid. And I'm going to tell her what she did was selfish. I mean everyone is worried sick about her and like its really frustrating. You know, I felt really lonely. It really hurt you know. I know that like I don't really like her as much as the rest of the family but that doesn't mean I don't care for her. I really do care for her. And you know what? I'm now blaming that stupid ex-boyfriend of hers. If he didn't come into her life then my sister would've been successful right now and wouldn't so twisted like she is now. It's all because of him that everything is happening now. But really. I can't blame him because he didn't know that this would happen. And seriously theres no use hating someone. I mean I've hated someone before. And like its tiring. Well, even though the weight is still there. I tried my best to express how I feel. To tell you the truth, I'm not really good at expressing how I feel. It's quite hard. xD
