Monday, January 5, 2009
What do I do?I need help like big time >< Kathy, where are you when I need you ?The only thing I can do know is write it all out. Cathy can read it too if she wants to. It all started when I came back. Everything was okay I guess. Well, not exactly. The window in the kitchen was broken and my brother's car was missing and my sister wasnt at home. My mums keys is with my sister and she hadnt returned. She still isnt home yet. Its been three days. Normally I wouldnt give a crap. But now I'm really worried. You might be thinking why. Well its because of the messages she sent to my brother. She sent it to my mums phone since she thought that my brother was using my mums phone. Then like I was annoyed by the sound (you know the sound that goes when you recieved a message) so I decided to read it. You have no idea what she wrote. She wrote stuff like "You don't care about me. If you want me to die I will! You will be the death of me. Im going to go with dad." And like theres more. Stuff like "I helped you all those times and didn't look down on you. But you, you don't care about me. You have no right to do that. And when I need help most you turn you're back on me. You could've least of helped me with the family problems. Now all the pressure is on me. And when I wanted you do go out with me and keep me company but all you do is say no or go poker. God I'm trying to do the right thing by getting off it (getting of what?) and you don't help me." And that's all I can remember because my mum deleted the messages. But I'm worried. I mean what the hell is my sister on?
I think she's on drugs because... 2 years ago I went to Queensland with her and stuff and like when I got back I was talking to Katrina (cuzin) and she said she over heard her sister and my sister saying that my sister only went to Queensland to get off drugs. But I'm not sure. And like I also think she's on drugs because my cuzin (Anna, Vicky's older sister) said to Jocelyn that maybe shes trying to get off. And then I was like she wants to get off what? And she was like I think you shouldn't listen because you might not be able to handle it. So that got me thinking maybe it is drugs. And I'm also worried because she says she wants to die or commit suicide. And since she's similar to me I'm pretty sure she's serious on that. Cause I also wouldn't say that for nothing. And I'm also wondering what my brother said to her to make her so angry. God! I need you Kathy! I need your advice. I'm worried and I'm scared. My mum said if my sister doesn't return the car by 12 tonight then my mum will call the police. O__________________O
HELPPPPP! Worried. ><
