Sunday, August 23, 2009
Yay! Kimmie is talking to me again! And she's coming to table tennis too! How awesome! But I still need to get a table tennis racket thing. I am so nervous about the table tennis competition it's not even funny. I don't even think I can sleep tonight. I'm going to have imsomnia. And what's worse is that I drank coffee in the morning. Don't you think its funny? Yesterday I drank coffee at 4 pm and my cousin is like man you're not going to be able to sleep and I seriously thought I wouldn't be able to sleep as well. Guess what ? At 11 I went to bed and 10 minutes later I fell asleep. :L And what's funny is that coke makes me stay awake when coffee doesn't. LMAO
Xaiver blocked meee. I think he's mad at me. He must hate me now. I feel like crying. I really didn't think he would get this mad. It's all my fault. I shouldn't have done that. I'm so mean now. Man I keep on forgetting to think about what I should say first and then say it. I always hurt people even when I don't mean it. I'm so mean. I don't know what to do anymore. Man whatever I do I hurt people. I shouldn't talk to anyone anymore. I swear I'm going to become my character in the story. Be all quiet and not talk to people. But it's going to be hard. But I'm going to have to stop hurting people so its for the best right ? Yeah!
Anyways that's not what I'm going to talk about. At tutor guess who I saw ?! I saw Christina! Do you have any idea how long it's been since I've seen her ? It's been like forever! Anyways I don't feel like writing anymore so yeah.
Bye Bye xxoo PS pray for me about the table tennis competition :D
